Today was my first day of classes. I was nervous, I was anxious, and when I saw my jerk ex-boyfriend Shawn in the hallway right before my class started, I got a little angry and resentful. But moving on.
I walked into class and immediately noticed that I was one of the oldest people there. There was one woman who looked like she was in her 40's, but for the most part, it was the young crowd. I couldn't believe it. I had been told that there would probably be a lot of older people- especially during summer term. I grabbed a desk and slouched down, feeling completely miserable for myself.
As the professor came in and started class, I was just going over in my head how embarrassing it was to be sitting in that class. I was so out of place and just had the worst attitude.
Then the door opened.
In walked this man, probably in his late 70's. He had a cane and a rolling backpack, and settled himself in a seat next to the door.
And I cried.
I cried for his courage. I cried for my selfishness. I cried for his strength. I cried for my lack of strength. I cried for his perseverance. I cried for my wallowing in self-pity. I cried for his determination. I cried for my weakness. I don't think anyone else noticed my crying, but I sure as heck remembered a VERY valuable lesson. It's never too late.
A few months ago, when I was contemplating quitting my job and going back to school, I came across an article about a courageous Kenyan student who went back to primary school at the age of 84. I couldn't believe his courage and determination in doing that. I printed off the article, and it now sits right on my desk in plain sight. I doctored it up a little, and added the saying "It's never too late" to the side, just to remind myself to keep going. I look at it daily.
We all experience hard things. We make decisions and accept consequences. I have made decisions in my life that have led me to this point, and by heck I'm going to do it! This has become my mantra- "It's never too late!"
Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Saturday, June 19, 2010
My Poor Car
I will not be going on a road trip for at least another YEAR!
I just got back from a wedding, vacation to my parents house, visiting my sister, and Kentucky with Popsdiddy. It felt like I spent half my life in a car! Being curious, I decided to Mapquest my trips and see what my mileage was.
Utah to Indiana (by way of Omaha and Iowa City*) 1520.44 miles
West Lafayette, IN to Nauvoo 284.90 miles
Nauvoo to West Lafayette 284.90 miles
West Lafayette to Champaign, IL 98.62 miles
Champaign to West Lafayette 98.62 miles
West Lafayette to Indianapolis 69.04 miles
Indianapolis to West Lafayette 69.04 miles
West Lafayette to Louisville, KY 183.40 miles
Louisville to West Lafayette 183.40 miles
West Lafayette to Champaign, IL 98.62 miles
Champaign to North Liberty, IA 252.64 miles
North Liberty to Provo, UT 1198.57 miles
For a grand total of: 4342.19 miles
I need a nap.
I just got back from a wedding, vacation to my parents house, visiting my sister, and Kentucky with Popsdiddy. It felt like I spent half my life in a car! Being curious, I decided to Mapquest my trips and see what my mileage was.
Utah to Indiana (by way of Omaha and Iowa City*) 1520.44 miles
West Lafayette, IN to Nauvoo 284.90 miles
Nauvoo to West Lafayette 284.90 miles
West Lafayette to Champaign, IL 98.62 miles
Champaign to West Lafayette 98.62 miles
West Lafayette to Indianapolis 69.04 miles
Indianapolis to West Lafayette 69.04 miles
West Lafayette to Louisville, KY 183.40 miles
Louisville to West Lafayette 183.40 miles
West Lafayette to Champaign, IL 98.62 miles
Champaign to North Liberty, IA 252.64 miles
North Liberty to Provo, UT 1198.57 miles
For a grand total of: 4342.19 miles
I need a nap.
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